Be My Escape (14 days)

He seems angry
Originally uploaded by mikeatwestern.

I'm scared. S-C-A-R-E-D. Terrifyed one might even say. I don't even think I'm going to be able to sleep this week at all. My first exam is Monday, then I have two more on Wednesday and Thursday. I am striving and trying as hard as I can to be ready, but I don't know if I am yet. Sure I have many hours before the exams, but at this point I just don't know what to do. I know I can do well.

I worked a ridiculous 9 hour shift on Friday that left me beyond exhausted. I ended up getting home an unable to do anything went out for the first time in about 3 weeks. I didn't drink though. I did make one bad mistake. Drinking 4 red bulls in about a one hour time frame. I was BOUNCING off the walls like a crazy person. It was fun though, nice to just get out and see a bunch of people. Chilled and did some reading after the bar too which made me feel good.

Today was the longest day in a while too. Woke up after about 4 hours of sleep to go to homecoming breakfast at Lindsay. We made a great breakfast (my treat being chocolate chip pancakes) and then ate and enjoyed the company. Afterwards I hit the library and the gym, and then came home for the night. It took 3 hours for our pizza to arrive which was ridiculous, but I got to watch the Leaf game and soon SNL with Dane Cook. Now it's 11:05pm and I don't want to go to bed. I'm reading psych again and just worrying about this week.