I want to go back

Wiwaxy Trail
Originally uploaded by mikeatwestern.

I'm so stressed, and I don't even know why. I just feel like I am about to break down though. I don't know if its work, school or what but its driving me nuts today.

I've been doing laundry, and dishes, and cleaning my room today and it all just started me thinking. I found my bills that I have to pay off and I think I need to work more, I just don't have time. I'm trying to decide where I can limit my spending, and first and foremost is learning how to make my own energy drink, or just get off the caffine. I've been caffine free for 4 days now!

I thought this weekend would be relaxing and a chance to write my essay, sit on my ass, and just enjoy the quiet, but its already getting to me. I have about 3 loads of laundry left, and I have to go to work in 4 hours.

It's funny, in 5 years I'll probably re-read this and just laugh at how ridiculous it all is, but right now it sucks. I think I've found a few ways to save some money, besides giving up caffine, so hopefully it all works out. Augh!